i guess every major setback made me rebound as a stronger person.last week was very bad for me. however, it led me to see thing at another whole new level today.i'm glad things happened for me to realise more important things.so i'm moving on. as a stronger and newer and better bee!!catch me if you can @
mid-autumn festival didn't seem that fun when u grow up? i guess u r juz not that excited playing with fire anymore? however, it's a new feel spending the eve of MAF with my players. although it totally feels like being a nanny but it's my 1st time spending it with my players: joan, zhixian, liting, weiwei, jacy, michelle, isabel, peng, june.
thx zhixian's mum 4 the mooncakes.
thx joan/liting/zhixian(whoever la) for the lucky draw tix that helped me won a prize. it's ok i didn't get 32nd prize. cos i already got the bball version. so the 31st prize of a baseball is cool~
thx joan for sacrificing tian-mimi and hanged ard wif me.
thx zhixian for getting me so excited by bluffing me that the 1st prize is a nissan sunny! heng i never go buy 100tix!
thx june for buying ice cream 4 me.
thx peng for 'chatting ' with me.
on the day of MAF, busy day competing from bball 2 darts. got joint 3rd for darts and won myself my 1st bullshooter trophy. wanted to go s'pore flyers with wanling but was too late alr..so we went looking at moon at hougang stadium with botak jones. tis yr is sad...oni 2 of us. jia in taiwan. the people juz reduces every yr. jia will definitely b wif us if she's here but it's will oso b juz us 3. wat happened to the big group b4? i guess time really leaves us nothing but real friends who stays with you.
但愿人长久,千里共婵娟
LIM BANG MAC-ed with my DLS gals to reward them for getting junior gals 3rd in WZ. took so long to organise tis meal. but finally we ate it although some never come. i know they all trying to help me save $ rite! so nice ah chin chin, faith and the rest. haha!!now oni left big-coach-bully, toh wei wei, training under me. will we get to eat again next year??toh wei wei...start leading your team and ask them to fight hard. next year we go SWENSENS if we in top 3 ok!! JIA YOU!
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maybe u worry so much abt others being given up by me that you 4got one day, you may b 1 of them. i did my very best trying to make things right already.but if u can try so hard to do something idle so u can cancel on me, it already tells so much.
however, for our past sentiments; for the team; i still tell myself: let's juz gif it 1 more try. we met up nonetheless, but all i can feel is unwillingness and obligation. it feels so 1-sided. me trying damn hard to salvage, u trying damn hard to get out of it.everytime i tell myself to give you one more chance.but this time, i tink u had really used up your last.i don't see how this will work anymore.you have jeopardised all the affections we used to have.it's hard for me to give it up but i really don't see the point anymore.let's juz remain normal. maybe it works best.you are right, don't be a coach like me. 太失败了！
faridah, pls don't give up...not yet...
at least hang in there awhile more for those who still cares and wanna fight.
it's too early to throw the white towel.
seek some comfort from ur juniors.
go read joan's blog. reminisce on those old days whr everything and everyone is still so simple.
1 TEAM, 1 HEART,1 DREAM.work on these words:for those who stop feeling, it's not going to b our loss losing them.but i'm sure for those who still feels for the team, they will eventually come back to us 1 day...
no matter wat, ur coach still have the EASIEST SOLUTION up her sleeves.
so not to worry child, u deserve happiness.
With the printing biz having some 'controversial issues' recently. fatty tried to divert my attention to coaching and seek comfort in the 'very-well-known-but-he-never see-before-gals-of-my-life'. he knows how much =) they brought me and how =) i was juz months back when i can't stop telling him how great they were.
fatty say: u can win all the best coach award but not appreciate by yr own team also useless
fatty say:i think when u see yr gals grow, improve, do their best u happy liao lo..content..yea!..happy like bird already!
one thing, never tell him wat's happening to the team recently.
in the end...printing+gals=more :(
really 2 tired&sian to find a listening ear or even talked abt it, not even to the dearest queen and bestest ling. i tink for the 1st time ever, i spent the whole evenin wif them w/o mentioning anything abt my players AT ALL.
like fatty say, 'u need a time-out'.
but do i hav that luxury? maybe i juz nid some sleep. too many things coming on me recently. people pass on, financial crisis, problems i never will expect from gals i never will expect, issues in biz. suddenly i lose close ones...literally and metaphorically. pple leaving me in the lurch, pple pulling me out of shit. lost trust in some things/pple, put more trust in some others. have been asking myself these 2 questions recently. did i treasure some things too much, did i treasure some things too little? do i trust too easily?
peng, i'll try my best to save the world...if the world wants to be saved.
yea, someday when i am wiser, when the world's older, when i've learned...
someday when my fight is won, i'll stand in the sun!
but til then, on days while the sun is gone, i'll hang on and wish upon the moon, praying for some days better on these days dark and bitter.
for i believe that fairer days will come....soon.