吃我一个‘天蟾脚’！！
3 yrs gd record of un-sprained ankles was finally broken yest. 3yrs ago fractured my right ankle n went on cast. 3yrs later fractured my left ankle n went on cast again!
Gotta cast for 2wks and at least stop bball/running for 1month or more. Gotta miss at least 4 wks of bbaxn matches and tonight's darts challenge! Damn!
Hai..wat an unworthy injury! Y did i played full force when i didn't wear ankle braces? Since my ankles r so weak i shld noe beta to b disciplined not to play hard w/o protections!
Now i suffer. Took me 2mths to step onto the court the last time. Took me much guts to jump off the ground the last time. Took away my wish to establish Dream Team the last time. Took me off home united the last time.
Will i lose anything this time? Hell!
*the way back from car to home on clutches is worse then a 2.4km run! Oh, How i miss runnin!
猪脚 。。。要吃吗？
it's shocking to see how players react when they see you after a long time(although sometimes not that long~).
some gives me chocolates,
some let me treat,
some hugs me,
some scream&shout&run&jump,
some has got no reactions.
only 1 week passed, 3 more weeks to go!! =(
lobo day 4:
Did so much today! Mornin went UPS. After that met sot 4 lunch. Went RVPS and rushed down 2 ymca b4 speedin off 2 SBC for nicole's match. Saw alicia too! Then jammed all the way back 2 office and finally reached home to finish watchin CJ7 & BAMBI2! I guess the shows won't that captivatin cos i done alot of plannings 4 kss's trainin. Really so behind time man!like so not prepared! Stressed~
Lobo day 5:
Slacker day. Woke up slacked, went office slacked. Den, i was really so determined to start my jog(aft so many yrs of 'restin') and it ended up rainin! Nvm.. I'll hit the gym tmr b4 gg to watch A div! I'M DETERMINED!
** my left hand is so bad i tink i may never be able to do push-ups again! =~(
lobo days 2&3: played my sweat-the-most half court game yesterday wif fomei and gang. it has been 1mth since i play some serious games. sunday session kept cancelling. club trainin kept cancelling. next-team session kept cancelling and unknowingly it's been a month!!
my left knee realli got problem liao..it's so affecting my moves and every shot is painful. i wonder how long more i can continue to play competitively. =(
i muz get prepared for next sat's game too. it's not gonna b easy. and i don't 1 to lose to that disgusting lesbian pig couples. 1 week to train! bee muz be hardworking~buzz buzz
training @ KSS officially prononuce end of all my secondary coaching for the moment and the start of my lobo days~
lobo day(night) 1:started off my night at SPARTAN and my dinner was 3 barcadi breezers and some nuts. sia la~~
lawrence saw me drinking breezer and drank too. surprised that he never drink beer today. he asked me whether drinkin breezer will get drunk? haha~ i tink that depends on him not the drink leh..=p
we won the game. but i played badly though. shit~ nevermind...this 1 mth while i break for coaching i'll train more on darts!
tag replies to...
shulian:u all r cute? eee~~ u all r pain in my ass la! =p
jerica:u 1 to bet?? how much$$?? but i don't take small bets hor. hee~
banana daughter2:u cry i oso don't care! u 1 2 commit suicide? alrite..then i'll make u commit to 'SUICIDES'. kekeke~~
banana daughter1:yea..i'm s irritating s u r IRRITATING!;p
u pple r really very 烦leh!! make me become so 烦too.
ok after some careful, deep,serious & (i hope not stupid) thoughts...i shall not and cannot bring myself to be a 没良心、没情义的人。
so despite all the risks & psychos i've to handle, i shall say: ok..i'll not leave you all unless, the school chase me off or u chase me off or i strike big sweep and retire k!
i'm staying becos of the little hope to c u all make it big someday, somehow. i'm staying becos of ur little bit of 良心. i'm staying so we enjoy that little bit of sweetness but alot of hardship together. i'm staying becos of a phonecall. i'm staying definitely not becos of michael's honey. =p
i hope u all don't make me regret my decision hor.
but for now, rest assured there ain't gonna be any changes.
so no nid 2 commit suicide le.(u still hafta commit 2 SUICIDES though.)
so no nid buy donuts le.(damn y didn't i dream of birdnest? haha~)
so no nid worry le.(i mean for me but u still gotta worry abt ur progress in bball&studies!)
so better WORK HARD le.(remember our TARGET!)
so better get SMART le.(for only smart pple have the solution*)
so better be FEARLESS le.(because only u r ur greatest fear!!)
HOps says they wanted ask me bk to qianxi if not 4 the transfer fee of $300.
althou now it's too late to consider the offer But tis really got me thinkin whether to stay at tamp east esp when we discussed when shld we really retire like baoling. If my potential is not gg to b stretched in near future then i tink it's gonna b never!
Told HOps i'll gif tamp east 1 more chance, 1 last chance...
spent the whole day wif HOps. We ate at chompchomp(oni i ate),went match(oni i played),shopped(oni i spent $),watched movie. Wah lau, y m i the oni 1 gettin fat&buyin things when u r the 1 who suggested shoppin in the 1st place? Haa.. But it's all worthwhile cos really Seldom get to spend such quality time wif this slacker fren of mine.
电视看多了，头脑就想多了。
刚看完之前录的SPOP万岁。
看到熟悉的脸孔--梁文福老师。
高中时被选中代表学校去参加写作精英班，
梁文福就是当时的老师。
如果当初坚持写作而不全心全意打球，
可能如今我不做个写词人也当了个记者吧。
或许。。。
也因打球，3年前代表新加坡去了奥运2008的其中一个主办局--秦皇岛
当年到那儿打亚洲杯时，秦皇岛还没什么玩的。
唯一的收获是我得到马来亚教练的一段真言：
一个队要成功就要像个家。一家人才会为彼此拼命、牺牲、努力、争取。
看节目介绍，如今秦皇岛变了很多，但此教练的话我仍牢记在心。
惭愧的是身为一个球员的我始终没能力将队友变成一家人。
如今国队也没去练了，外队又没有系统的训练。
只希望身为教练的我能够为很多球员找到另一个家。
相信。。。
看了‘为我独尊’的预告片看到一个是曾相识的脸孔。
后来发现原来真的是认识的！--震环
以前在大学还蛮常跟他打球的。他是帅的咯！
要不是他是中国人又比我小（一点点而已啦），
说不定当时我会放弃暗恋francis来暗恋他。
不过现在francis也有了女朋友，震环还是比我小的中国人。
而且如今我又比较爱$!
所以我要努力挣钱
加油。。。
好了好了！电视的确是看太多了。。。
我要去看DVD 了！=p
both junior gals & b gals nationals ended for me today.
not an april's fool joke on this april's fool day.
i guess this will be the last time i'm posting for the team of YTSS Cgals'06/B gals '08.
我说过我不再对她们有感觉、讲感情。
但在这最后一场比赛，我又心软了。
这支没良心的球队让我再一次地动摇。
没想到。。。
能再次看到她们的拼劲。
能再次看到她们想赢的心。
能再次看到她们的光芒。
能再次看到她们带着笑容打球。
最后一次的感动。。。
忽然再次惋惜于这支球队减短的旅途。
忽然再次感叹于这支球队应有的成绩。
我气。。。
这支队从不尊重我这教练。
这支队从不为我而战。
这支队总是不相信我。
这支队总是败给自己。
她们要的北区4强我达成她们的梦。
我要的全国8强她们始终没为我圆梦。
唯一的安慰是这支没良心的队给了我漂亮的最后一战。
等等！不行！！我不能再犯同样的错。我不想再心碎一次。我不可以再放我的心给这些没良心的人！坚持呀美莲，心别软！算了,算了。。。
给于自己身为这支没良心的队的教练的成绩：
跟球员的关系=F9
一家人的宗旨=F9
付出的心血=A1
球员的成长=B4
球员的技术=B3
球员的品格=D7
奖牌的总数=1Gold, 1Bronze.
好烂的成绩呀~
做学生的成绩都不曾这么差。
做球员的成绩更不可能这么烂。
想不到20几年的良好成绩会栽在这一回。
不过我林美莲可以失败，但不能失败两次！
我一定会做得更好的！