We are really that close yet we are really that FAR!
Shijia agreed with me how wasted it was. She feels we gave away too much ourselves. What can I say? But thanks for being there for me gal. Thanks for supporting me every time when there are crucial games. Finally I have the chance to introduce this dearest team that I’ve talked so much to u about. Too bad no more games 4 u to support. =(
It was really a trauma for all of us those 2 days.
I was totally living in my own world and the gals cried, cries, crying.
**I really messed up a lot of things these 2 days. WTH! **
Read through the gals’ blogs. A lot really went through my mind at that point of time but was really too sian to do anything. I just feel like sleeping&sleeping and hope I can wake up to find everything a dream.
Many players are blaming themselves for losing, making me disappointed etc etc.
I want to let u know these gals:
U all really don’t hafta be sorry 4 the outcome. Winning a game is always the players’ credit and losing 1 is definitely the coach’s responsibility.
Well, I chose the defense, I choose which players to field. If I say librarian caused us to lose, I should say why do I still put her when I know she’s a cause?
If I blame u all for missing the lay-ups, free-throws and under-baskets, I think I should hold myself responsible for not coaching well enuff for u all to score all those shots.
Why should I be angry with u all gals? I’m disappointed with the outcome alright. Becos I really felt u all deserved to win more. But u dunno how comforted I felt at this moment to see how much you all have grown. Not juz in terms of skills but also the mentality and attitudes. You all have really become the good players, good persons I hope my players to become. So what if I can’t answer to the school? At least I can answer to myself, to you. You dunno how proud I m of u and I hereby announce that we TEAM KSS finally managed to catch up with the good teams in west zone. Finally we have a equal chance to run the race at the same starting point with them. However, the crux now is what we do from now onwards to see if we can finish the game at the finishing point with them/before them.
Boy, am I nervous to see them again after the loss? As much as I’m touched when I got the news that they are crying the hell out in school, I swear I’m so afraid that my dear xiao hai zis will cry again. Really hafta brace them up and stop all those tears and sorrows. It’s time we buck up and chiong for the next tournament. Since they r xiao hai zis, I decided to use my primary school training on them. Let’s bring the cute & fun & happy & kind & smiley gals back! Did I? I dunno? But I know we all had fun and smiled a lot that day! ;) *no cramps*
I can spend so most time with these people. I admit they are my favourite team, favourite gals so far with them in this state now. I dunno if this will change in the future but it seems like right now, they are a big part of my life now,an important part of my life now.
And I wan to make this part of life remarkable! i've this BIG dream, i've this BIG plans. i wish for the days when u gals become better players than me. i wish for the day when u make me play full force with u. i wish for the day opponents regret underestimating u!
**well done june&jas for winning my team. jia you and make me hafta wear my guards and play full force agst u.
Therefore, no more upsets abt what we already can’t change. Let’s move forward for what we still can change. JIA YOU KSS!
and now for a change, I LOVE MANGOES!! =p
**gotcha shulian. i'm not gonna make u cry again! boo~ too bad! and my screw is still up there. LALALA~!!