maybe u worry so much abt others being given up by me that you 4got one day, you may b 1 of them. i did my very best trying to make things right already.but if u can try so hard to do something idle so u can cancel on me, it already tells so much.
however, for our past sentiments; for the team; i still tell myself: let's juz gif it 1 more try. we met up nonetheless, but all i can feel is unwillingness and obligation. it feels so 1-sided. me trying damn hard to salvage, u trying damn hard to get out of it.everytime i tell myself to give you one more chance.but this time, i tink u had really used up your last.i don't see how this will work anymore.you have jeopardised all the affections we used to have.it's hard for me to give it up but i really don't see the point anymore.let's juz remain normal. maybe it works best.you are right, don't be a coach like me. 太失败了！