2 of my targets set for this yr met! YTSS B gals into top 4(and i expect top3!) in NZ and de la salle junior gals 3rd in WZ. yeah~ =D
1 target not met which is unity boys...out in 2nd rd. =(
outcome of KSS C gals still uncertain.
weird feelin..i think i shld b feelin happy for such achievements. well, i m feelin good&proud on the result wise but somehow i'm not that happy in terms of emotions. i achieve the goals in terms of results but i feel i didn't achieve much in my other aspects like having the team acting like a family, taking care of their well-being etc etc. i don't know whether it's becos i'm having lesser n lesser time for such things or did my passion juz died.
even KSS, the 1 team where i find comfort and enjoy going to coach no longer behaves the way they used to b anymore. they r making me angry more than usual n i feel more n more distance from them somehow..=(
at YTSS, becos of freaking incidents i tink me&sec 4s went back to the not-so-good relationship again. conflicts,misunderstanding,different pt of views is tearing us apart. the oni thing left holding us togther i guess is our common dream.
let's b fair..i tink sec3s improved n matured alot..juz that the sad thing is last time i haf more players. now i seemed to haf fewer n fewer..
sianzzz...sianzz...sianzz...off to dart...eat some food...drink some beer..4get some sorrows...KO!!