joyce tink i don't believe them. But do they know i didn't went back 2 check on them but instead hoping 2 c some happy scenes. But sadly.. Wat i saw is not wat i hope.
i know i'm abit out of control recently! I screwed all my relationships wif my players! I'm givin up @ the most crucial moment and i'm leavin them in the lurch. but, I'm not hatin them definitely.(S if i would?)
Players have always been my concern the day i became coach. I always wanted 2 gif them my best n i'm guilty for not being the best. Many i have considered 2 become my frenz and who don't know how much i treasure frenship? But i tink i'm really losin it & losin them. I don't know y all my concerns and intentions came out harsh from my mouth.
Who will know? It's tormentin coachin them, but it's even worse not coachin them!! It's frustatin talkin 2 them but it's even worse not talkin 2 them. It's agonizing to c them trailin but it's even worse seein them give up.
Ok, let's b true. I don't not wish for wat i'm not doing. In fact i've lots lots lots of things that i wanna do wif them. I've more things 2 share wif them s i grow. But the saddest thing is our interactions is not 4ever! Time flies.. 2+yrs will b over in no time. I really hope 2 c them grow into a gd players n gd person.