Had 2 days camp wif ytss. I wanted tis camp to b a better and happier 1 initially. (Well, this camp means smth to me cos like this is the last 1 that we might have?) However, it started off bad wif pple not sleeping and dragging themselves there. Shortly, pple started falling sick. GLAD some pple finally come back yet sad to see how much they had deteriorated. Had my fair share of entertainment seeing them all excited over their bets yet I wonder they catch the real objectives I wan them to observe. Had my revenge informally yet I doubt they can feel my desire to revenge in the actual thing.
Day 1 ended…
Edmund did me a big favour coming down wif his girls wif my less den 24hrs emergency request. The 1st 2 quarters were still ok but as 3rd quarter came along…anger started to built up within me. And anger turned into worries and worries turned into desperation. His words spot me right. ‘Worried abt ur team?’ he said. Well ya, very worried...seems like they had not reached the standard that I wanted and here I am wif my last day of trainin. I know we shld b there but we r not thr yet!! I know most of them can do it but they r not doing it! This is the desperation I’m talking abt. Who can help me?? Who can gif me a solution??
And CANDYTOOKSHIQIN got me all flaming!! This is the day when I’m most angry wif CANDYTOOKSHIQIN! And I wonder if she knows wat I m angry abt?
Little sleep+pms+CANDYTOOKSHIQIN+jy+triciatan+lousy rebounds+lousier defense+ lousiest finishing=very very angry and agitated bee.
I tink I’m really way too emotional to b coachin...can die man. I tink soon I’ll haf to go for anger+depression management classes liao.
However, I do find some COMFORT somehow. Thanks! Thanks to whom? That’s something for me to know, for u to find out.
End of camp!! NZ 2008 awaits…R U READY?
**I’ll bring yingpei cycling to make her love running!!**